I had huge fight with my boyfriend last night.
Seriously, I was gonna go back to Japan but we are ok now.

I think we will fight with this problem again oneday...
It because I am Japanese and I can't tell people how I feel like Canadian people...
But this is how we are and it is very hard to change...
I wish I could do that.

I tried alot of new things since I met him.
And I changed alot of things as well.
But I can't change the basic part of me even tho i try so hard...
Coz it's very natural to me and I'm just being myself.

I really thought I should leave.
I can't make him to live in Japan coz he doesn't like Japan.
And then he told me... he doesn't care where we live as long as he is with me. Tha's very sweet.
But I still think LOVE won't last forever and he will regret to be in Japan someday.
He won't have anything if we break up in Japan.
I'm just scared of it...

I know it's silly to think about breaking up when we don't have any problems.
But... I just wanna do the best thing for each other.

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