I found some pics of me and my ex when I was cleaning.

My ex wanted to be an actor.
I was just curious... and serched his name on internet.
I found it... yeah it is HIM...
I'm not gonna tell the name here because it's just a our memory.

Seems like he is an actor now and on alot of stages.
I'm very happy to know that.
I was thiknking "Probably he forgot about me even tho we had such a serious relationship before."
But it's all good. As long as he is doing good :)
I'm always the biggest and first fan of him.

I know what's he doing on his blog.
I was surprised... he still remembered about me.
He was writting about me on his blog and it was on my birthday as well. Was it an accident?
I saw alot of pics of his room/stuff there and saw alot of stuff I gave him or we bought together...
He didn't change at all.

Actually, I was happy to see those pics.
I don't want him to forget about me because he is still very special for me and I will never forget about him.
Unfortunately, we broke up and our dream is not gonna happen.
But I always hope the best for him.

I'm very selfish...
I have a boyfriend I love alot.
But I don't want my ex to have someone like this :(
I know it's terrible...

I saw a pic of so many christmas present on his blog.
I was wondering if he gave a special person the presents...
He did same thing to me before so I hope it wasn't for a special person.

AHhhhhhhhhh... I'm horrible :(

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